It's Fixed

When the boys were here visiting D noticed these pictures on our wall:

And asked me why we had these states on our wall. I answered that those were all the states that we had lived in. His next question was where Nevada was. Without thinking, I answered we've never lived in Nevada. His response "Me and Q live there". Immediately I told him that he was right and we'll have to fix the wall. Well today, I finally fixed it:

It's truly incredible how much love I have for these two little humans who have only been in my life 3 months. I also had some pictures printed from Shutterfly to hang on our wall and when I showed them the pictures over FaceTime they were so excited. They even remembered taking them! D asked me where I was going to put them and I asked him if he wanted me to wait until he gets here and he can help me hang them which he was really excited about!

We are missing them so much and although FaceTime is awesome, it is also hard to see their faces and not be able to hug them. We are just going day by day, hoping to hear that our placement has been approved by both states. This process has been slow and hard to handle on some days. Like that one day when the county called me and told me they had to do a new home study for us and we had to have our fingerprints redone. Yeah, that happened. Thankfully, it was all a HUGE misunderstanding and our home study and fingerprints that we already have were correct. And then other days are good. Like when Cliff and I go shopping at 10pm and I think about how soon we won't be able to do that. I'm living in the moment right now. Not planning for the future, just taking every day as it comes. Trying to be positive.

When life gets too hard, I always fall to my knees. God knows His plan for us and all we have to do is have faith and trust in Him. The timing will work out how it's supposed to. The boys will get here when they are supposed to.

xoxo
nikki